I really need someone to talk to who can understand instead of just being there to listen. I don’t know what to do right now. I’ve reached my breaking point. My mind is cloudy and keeping me from thinking straight. I hate this so much.

just what I need.
why must everything go to hell at one time?
I am so done. I honest to god wish that I didn’t exist, that my life was over. I’m sick of all the bullshit.

You are such a bitch to me. You only acknowledge my existence when you want something, today being a perfect example. Amazingly enough, your life doesn’t interest me enough to start a rumor or add to the gossip. Your behavior makes the way things are so much easier to accept every fucking day.

i don’t know what’s wrong with me. my emotions have been all over the fucking place for weeks now. it’s like, I’m good for a few weeks and then it gets bad again. I don’t know what triggers it either. It just…happens. I feel like I’m about to lose my fucking mind. I just need things to change. I need something new in my life. I need something…but I have no idea what.

I just want more friends to hang out with. don’t get me wrong, I love the ones I have. they’re my favorite people. but I like to get out and do things and be around people and nobody is ever down for that. sometimes, I want to be spontaneous and get away from the weekly routine.

fuck. I am in such a shit mood right now.
and I want some fucking food.

now if i could just focus this current state of mind on my physics test, i honestly think i could get an a.

i just can’t stop staring at the light on my phone, though.

this is weirddddd

andddddd, there it is.

i’m like a damn mind-reader. 

maybe i can join the x-men now.